At a stage in my life where I have become so cynical, so sceptical, so resigned even, to many things in this world that I cannot control;
Where I am learning to be who I am without care or worry about what other people might think of me;
Where I struggle to hold firm to my opinions and believe that it is perfectly okay to have opinions that may perhaps differ from other people;
Where I am so far away from who I was a mere five years ago some of my university friends would be shocked to hear what I have to say today;
Where just recently I wondered if I could even call myself a 'Christian' because I don't fit the definition of the label - not here, not anymore;
Where soon after I decided the label really doesn't matter;
Where I increasingly find myself in a world that is no longer black and white, but more often than not in varying shades of grey;
Where I no longer judge according to what I may once have been taught because I now know a lot of things really aren't that simple;
At a stage in my life where I am regularly aware of how I am changing / have changed, where I am constantly tuned in to my innermost musings and reflective rambles for better or for worse, where I surprise even myself on occasion;
Oh my. this is the result of itchy fingers and a restlessness that invades yet contradicts my urge to sit on my sofa and not move until I have watched every television series / movie I can get my hands on.
I want to. : Travel the world : Take dance classes : Learn another language : Go behind the scenes of a Hollywood movie : Meet a real celebrity : Whale watch : Scuba dive : Go white water rafting : Watch The Lion King musical : Go on the trapeze : Go for a U2 concert
